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Kor,

Ever since I came home to get my luggage, my heart was intensively not at peace till the very fateful day. When I got the news, I realized what it was all about but it was too late to tell you about it. I would say that it is the most horrible feeling of under the clouds which was surreal for the longest time in my life. I wish I could have told you about it and we could probably prevent it. I couldn't bring myself to believe that you were drowned. "IT'S A PRANK !" was repeatedly played in me. I refused to believed unless I've seen. As I kept my fingers crossed, I bought the air flight home.

We are truly grateful to have the right people to pull the connections. We managed to raise more than enough funds within hours to bring you home. Some friends could hardly believe what they read from their Facebook feed. Others even thought that it was a scam. Mom did most of the paperwork procedure while I helped to pick up calls. Even in the midst of waiting and preparing, I didn't allow reality to sink in. It was an agonizing wait that I can ever have. Most of the nights were sleepless because I couldn't wrap my head with what's going on. 

Eventually, I had no choice but to have reality to sink in a little when I saw you arrived in the casket. At that every moment, it felt like my world had stopped moving as tears kept rolling down. There weren't any dry eyes when we saw you. Mom's heart was shattered. The little one could hardly believe what she saw. 

How could a strong and healthy young man be gone so soon? Not a single day that goes by without thinking how and what happened.

-Abigail-