Saturday, March 7, 2020

5th March 2020



Kor, 

The flight on 28 Dec 2019 will haunt me forever. Not knowing that Dec 2019 was the last time I could see you alive. Today’s flight was overwhelming with guilt and pain. As I reflect back, tears keep rolling down before today’s flight could take off. I also felt that the big portion in me is missing. ðŸ˜«ðŸ˜£ðŸ˜­

Questions keep popping on my mind. 
Why didn’t I share my overwhelming thoughts to you?  
What signs did I miss out? 

The flight was quite bumpy for about 45-60 minutes due to bad weather. It feels like sailing on a stormy sea. Both fear and anxiety creep into me ☹️.  It reminds me of the 4 days emotion when I was in Sabah. 

-Abigail- 
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