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Hey God. 

I’m definite that You know that I have been MAD, PISSED OFF, ANGRY, UPSET, DISAPPOINTED at You for the longest time 😫😤🙄😡. Is this some kind of prank or joke? I supposed to be away to staff DTS but You freaking dropped this horrible piece of news on me 🙄. It felt like going to Sabah to get this and be back. It was such a cruel, horrible, nasty thing that I can never expect from You 😡. 

🤨 What’s on Your mind? 😒 What’s wrong with You?! 😫 Why is this happening to me? I don’t get it! Is this some kind of cost that I have to pay in my obedience? 🤷🏻‍♀️ Why do I have to go through this agonising path? 

I’m not asking much. I want a closure on what had happened to Aaron. A young man like him drowned doesn’t make any sense to this very day 🙄. He can swim and was 6 feet tall. He has been healthy all this while. I really don’t understand how he had been defeated! Did You failed to protect him? 🤨 

All my schedule has been screwed up. All thanks to You 😡. With the ongoing of virus, is not making it any easy for me 😤. 

All I ever want for now is to punch You in the face for everything 😡😤.

-Your Child-