Let God Be God

Hey there. 

How has the quarantine days treating you? I hope you have things to keep you occupied and sanity. Here's another post of my journal of grieving. 

It's been a journey of madness for me. Nobody deserve to end nor begin the year of what I went through. It was the toughest and darkest valley of my life. But there is nothing I could do to change a  thing. Time has been moving forward rather than backwards. 

Acceptance

ACCEPTANCE didn't come easy for me. I would say that it is an ongoing process til you get over it. It varies from person to person. I'm still going thru it. Is better to face the loss now than later.

M.E.M.O.R.I.E.S

Here's to the ones that we got

Cheers to the wish you were here, but you're not 

'Cause the drinks bring back all the memories 

Of everything we've been through

- Memories by Maroon 5 - 

Aaron Abel

Hey reader! 

I would like to share about my late brother, Aaron Abel. Many of you might not know him while some might have the privilege to have seen him. He may seem like an ordinary person to you but he's definitely an extraordinary young man for those who know him personally. 

😫😣😭

Kor,

Ever since I came home to get my luggage, my heart was intensively not at peace till the very fateful day. When I got the news, I realized what it was all about but it was too late to tell you about it. I would say that it is the most horrible feeling of under the clouds which was surreal for the longest time in my life. I wish I could have told you about it and we could probably prevent it. I couldn't bring myself to believe that you were drowned. "IT'S A PRANK !" was repeatedly played in me. I refused to believed unless I've seen. As I kept my fingers crossed, I bought the air flight home.

5th March 2020

I Wish ...

Kor,

I wish...